Delirious

Hi tumblr,

Its almost 3.30pm in the morning and I still couldn’t throw myself in bed and sleep. Tomorrow is Monday and I don’t feel like going to work at all. Loads of stuff are currently going on and I don’t know if I could actually handle them. Time flies and now it’s already April, remembered my new year’s post: 2012 is gonna be full of personal conflict. and yes! we’ve passed quarter of the year and I am still a prisoner of my own history. I have made 2 big decisions that totally changed my life forever even I am actually surprise at my own guts. I was thorn in the two but I’ve rest my case, whatever happens next is all according to god’s will insyaallah. Not having any plan right now is the best option. Well at least for now :)

a tiring week has passed without me even noticing it. yeah I’ve been making myself very busy prior to my 9 dec flight to kl. been here, done that. yeah, I’ve tried at retail industry but it doesn’t suits me and I prefer to be my own boss. I get to splurge some and keep the most of it as wang saku later on. done my medical check up and waiting patiently to courier whatever not documents to them for my hopefully report duty on the 16th dec.

this is what I’ve been wanting the most out of my college life, but I am somehow having mixed feelings since half of my life will be apart from me. those are my family and b. that is the part of life, you gain some you lose some. I do sometime wonder, why are other people so lucky? why do they have everything falls perfectly on their plate? but what I do know, they are not absolutely perfect, there are flaws from which they truly suffer but couldn’t get to tell anyone about it. that is why, Allah maha adil.

anyhow, I am welcoming December with an open heart. I shouldn’t forget there are many many reasons why I especially love December. and trying to be an optimist and somewhat realistic, b’s wishes are keeping my hands full until raya next year. I hope it will be good :) Insyaallah…

my dream to borrow mum’s lv to work shattered. see how damaged the tote? mum’s closet leaked during this rainy season and had caused her handbags soaked in a mini flood. until recently this time around, our auto gate’s motor broke because it was soaked in a bigger flood. oh my… :/

my dream to borrow mum’s lv to work shattered. see how damaged the tote? mum’s closet leaked during this rainy season and had caused her handbags soaked in a mini flood. until recently this time around, our auto gate’s motor broke because it was soaked in a bigger flood. oh my… :/

neko mimi so cute! :D